Today for Tomorrow

Have you ever been left in the wake of one of your decisions and felt completely distraught? I have a strong peace, and it's just enough to overwhelm any fear (which is the signature of a God who is good), but i cant help but be anxious sometimes. We've all been conditioned plan ahead which is good... but screws with our faith. It's a hard thought to swallow that we aren't meant to work today towards building anything tomorrow that isn't the Kingdom of God. I want to plan... to know. But my God's answers rarely come in the form i expect. Right now when everything is moving in slow motion, yet so chaotic, i'll pay close attention to what it is that seems to stand firm in the commotion.

If i could trade today for tomorrow... just to know.... 

I wouldn't.